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IF LIFE HAS A BASE THAT IT STANDS UPON, IF IT IS A BOWL THAT ONE FILLS AND FILLS AND FILLS – THEN MY BOWL WITHOUT A DOUBT STANDS UPON THIS MEMORY. IT IS OF LYING HALF ASLEEP, HALF AWAKE, IN BED IN THE NURSERY AT ST IVES. IT IS OF HEARING THE WAVES BREAKING, ONE, TWO, ONE, TWO, AND SENDING A SPLASH OF WATER OVER THE BEACH; AND THE BREAKING, ONE, TWO, ONE, TWO BEHIND A YELLOW BLIND. IT IS OF HEARING THE BLIND DRAW ITS LITTLE ACORN ACROSS THE FLOOR AS THE WIND BLEW THE BLIND OUT. IT IS OF LYING AND HEARING THIS SPLASH AND SEEING THIS LIGHT, AND FEELING, IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE THAT I SHOULD BE HERE OF FEELING THE PUREST ECSTASY I CAN CONCEIVE. TO THE LIGHTHOUSE BY VIRGINIA WOOLF (1939)